Today my heart is lonely. As I go through my normal Sunday routine and chores, I listen to my children play, bake a pie for desert we always have desert on Sundays, I realize my life is good but my heart is still lonely. Today is one of those days where its hard for me to be ok with my aloneness. Everybody is looking for prince charming. Some perfect man that does not exist. Every person out there has issues. I am not exempt. Neither is prince charming. I think about dating. I have been out a few times since my last relationship ended. I lack the enthusiasm for searching through the bllsht for the truth of a person. When I think of my ideal man I picture someone tall enough for me to lay my head on their shoulder when hugging. So at least 5 ft 10 in. I picture work roughened hands holding mine. Perhaps from working on cars, perhaps from working in one of the mills, perhaps from doing some other kind of hands on task. To me this is attractive. To me this shows your not afraid to put your back into your work. Your not to proud. I also picture a smile that infects your eyes first before it ever makes it to your lips. There is laughter in your eyes that I want to bring out of you. You don't mind that I have kids. They aren't baggage to you, but blessings. Your a strong man. Strong enough to allow me to be weak when needed and strong enough to let me lead from time to time. Your able to hold a conversation. In fact you enjoy a friendly debate and are able to agree to disagree. Your stubborn. Your loyal. And you know that honesty receives honesty in return. Some days are really lonely. I miss this man that I don't know.
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